Memories

Too many memories
of things lost and destroyed
Too many pasts
that leav me annoyed
I wonder where these things
have gotten me today
Cuz even to these ends
I still continue getting betrayed.
I miss so many things
in these typed fonted pages
But as I look around them,
I start to get retrapped into cages.
These memories are here to remind
sometimes to think
sometimes to rewind
Too many memories
Too many pasts.
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These days

These days are the days in which we live or die
These days are the days in which we smile or cry
These days are the days in which we drown or fly
These days are our choices
These days are our instincts
These days are our visions
These days
our only days
to see who and what we are
These days we make an impact
for the good or the bad
for the indifferent or the caring
for the heart or the soul
Give into these days
for it is our duty and our reason.

Lullaby

Ive broken through all your promises
And came to realize
Youve hurt me too much
youve dragged me to far
Ive fallen through the sky
Its time to move on to another lullaby

Destroyed by your heart
Broken by your dreams
Youve beat me too much
youve bruised me to hard
With the looks in your eye
Its time to move on to another lullaby


You gave me your promise
to never hurt me
you got lost in your own words
and forgot to decide
Its time to move on to another lullaby

Goodbye Lullaby
I thought you were the one
Goodbye Lullaby
Never thought you would be done
Goodbye Lullaby


I am still alive

So its time to move on
To another lullaby....

Your More important than the sun

I would rather wake up to you,
Than see the sun rise in the morn,
I would rather hear your voice,
Than live my life all torn.

Your smile and laugh are toxic
Keeping me afloat like that of a boat,
That love still exists in this world,
Your words keep me alive with such hope.

I would rather wake up to your smile,
Than let another day pass,
I would rather wake to your eyes,
Than finish another task.

Your happiness and hope are worthwile,
Keeping me in the grasps of greatness,
That your closeness to me is growing,
Your soft tones so full of sweetness.

I would rather wake up to you,
Than see the sun rise in the morn,
I would rather hear your voice,
Than live my life all torn.

The New Deception

Ive found my new deception
Its masked in my fate
Covered in reflection
In the mirror on my face

Crawling inside my mind
It devoures all traces
My eyes gone completely blind
Only the memories of my races

I believed it was nothing foul
Only to discover hate
Hiding in a seemless cowl
Ready to control my fate

Im tearing away this pain
This deception of my mind
A new path on a train
To a better hope left to find

Ive found my "old" deception
Its masked in my fate
Covered in reflection
In the mirror on my face

Broken Hinges

These hinges have opened
And opened and opened some more
They have become weary and hard
seeing them held in place
with the rust of time and the movement of salt

These hinges of my heart
no longer want to open
They have become stuck
shut to the world
with its hate and its blindness

These hinges are sealed
with only a crowbars chance
of being opened
by the purest of emotion and love

These hinges are tired
of the same words
of the same stories
of the same illusions

These hinges are broken

You

Why cant I have the one like you
you, the one who speaks there mind,
you, the one who wants to be a queen
you, the one that would treat me like a king
Why cant I have that one like you

Is it something I say, something I do
Why cant I have the one like you
such a pretty smile and a pretty face
a beautiful mind and wonderful taste
Why cant I have the one like you
who makes me smile as if on cue.

Why cant I have the one like you
Id treat you like the queen you are
Id treat you like youve never been
Id treat you like there would never be another
Why cant I have that one like you

Oh yeah... you live too far away...

Cold days of life

On these cold days of life
all I see is failure
On these cold days of life
all I see is pain
On these cold days of life
all I see is indecision
On these cold days of life
all I see is rain

These are the tears in front of my eyes
These are the tears that grace my face
These are the drops of lies and disgust
These are the drops of my lonliness

On these cold days of life
all I know is hate
On these cold days of life
all I want is love
On these cold days of life
all I do is shudder
On these cold days of life
all I want is death

This is the death that covers my night
This is the death that haunts my days
This is the death that drowns my hopes
This is the death that I wish was sooner